Heck, had you ever felt empty? Empty, like there’s a hole, you consciously aware, that there is something missing in your life, but you can’t describe it, it’s just bugging you. I don’t know if there’s a scientific terms for this condition, but fuck, it’s really bothering me sometimes. If you think a feeling like this is something you called “loneliness”, I’m not 100% agree with you, because I think loneliness will gone if you are with someone, but this shit, even when you are with someone, it’s still there, like when you hang out with your friends, or maybe having a time together with your relatives, even when you doing stuff with your lovers. I’m struggling with this shit for a quite sometimes now, like this past 8 years. Other symptom of this feeling that I aware of, I think it goes like this. You do some fun stuff, you felt the joy and the fun in it, but it’s not linger for a long time, the fun and joy you felt only last for a day at the most. This thing sometimes ...
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